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Lorna Shore - Glenwood - Official Video. From the new album 'I Feel The Everblack Festering Within Me' - Out Now. Get it now:
https://ifeeltheeverblackfesteringwithinme.com/
https://lornashoreband.com/
"This song has been a very long-time coming for me. In my teens, my father and I never had a great relationship. We’ve had countless fallouts and it got to the point where we hadn’t spoken to each other in many, many years. I’d written songs in my teens and early 20’s about him and my frustration but nothing really helped fill the hole I felt inside. There were just too many mixed emotions. As time went on, I came to realize that, despite my anger, all I ever really wanted was to go back to the home I grew up in. For that reason, I decided to knock on his door and try one more time to get in touch with him.
The day I saw my father (for the first time in who knows how long), I quickly realized something. He wasn't the same person I remembered. He’d aged, had wrinkles, and a full-head of white hair. The tree that I remembered growing up next to was gone. The house inside was the same as I remembered but… older… dustier; and it felt… strange. As time seems to fly by for me, it also does for my father. And in all my parting, I never stopped to think about how much time actually went by. I spent my youth being so prideful and stubborn. I never even considered that as I was aging, so was he. I’ve had countless chances to fix things but wasn’t brave enough to actually do it. And now, I will never be able to get that time back.
My house wasn’t the same, my father wasn’t the same. And sure enough, I wasn’t the same either.
I wanted to capture that feeling when I wrote this song. It was so incredibly bittersweet and took a lot of courage for me. On one hand, I am so happy that I was able to make amends, on the other, I was so upset that it took me as long as it did.
‘Glenwood Ave’ was the name of the street I grew up on. I remember my father always telling me, “I’m the tree, you’re the branch.” The references to the oak tree missing are symbolic for the relationship and time we lost together. To be honest, there are countless references in this song that only the people who knew me growing up would understand. As you can imagine, this song is one I hold very near and dear to me.
My only hope is that when people hear “Glenwood”, they can think about their own lives and the people they’ve pushed away and ask themselves, “is it really worth being upset for this long?” Time is constantly fleeting, just as we are as well. I believe all we really want is to go back to that special place – a place where nostalgia triumphs over trauma; a place that we can call home. - WILL RAMOS
LYRICS //
CAN WE GO BACK TO HOW IT USED TO BE
CAN WE GO BACK
IT’LL NEVER BE THE SAME FOR ME
WALKING THROUGH MEMORIES
THESE FADING PHOTOGRAPHS TELL STORIES OF ANOTHER TIME
FORGOTTEN ELEGIES
THESE TINSEL DREAMS PAVED THE MOMENTS THAT MADE UP MY LIFE
WHERE DO THEY GO?
WHAT DO WE SEEK?
AS WE GROW OLDER SO DO THE TREES
THIS AGING OAK NEVER FELT SO COLD
IT ROTS WITHIN LOOKING BACK ON WHAT COULD’VE BEEN
THE LEAVES BEGIN TO FALL ALL AROUND ME
TAKE ME HOME
THIS PAIN IS ALL I KNOW
I SEE YOUR FACE IN A BROKEN HOME
WE COULDN’T SEE THE FOREST LIES WITHIN THE TREES
WHERE DID IT GO
WE CAN’T GO BACK TO HOW IT USED TO BE
WE CAN’T GO BACK
IT’LL NEVER BE THE SAME FOR ME
CUZ THINGS ARE DIFFERENT NOW
IT’S NOT THE SAME
ALL THESE EMPTY ROOMS NOW ONLY BRING ME PAIN
AS IT ALL TURNS TO DUST, WE’RE SLOWLY TAKEN BY TIME
LET’S REWIND
WHERE DID IT GO?
WHEN DID IT LEAVE?
YOU CUT ME DOWN AND I RAN AWAY
YOU WERE THE TREE FROM WHICH I GREW
I WAS THE BRANCH YOU NEVER KNEW
TAKE ME HOME
THIS PAIN IS ALL I KNOW
I SEE YOUR FACE IN A BROKEN HOME
WE COULDN’T SEE THE FOREST LIES WITHIN THE TREES
WHERE DID IT GO
WHERE DID IT GO
ARE WE TOO FAR GONE
FROM WHERE WE BEGAN
ALL THE TIME WE LOST
THE YEARS WE SPENT
RUNNING AWAY - WE HIDE
I GUESS WE COULD SAY OUR PRIDE GOT IN THE WAY
WE’VE BEEN LOST IN THE WRONG MOMENT
TAKE ME HOME
THIS PAIN IS ALL I KNOW
I SEE YOUR FACE IN A BROKEN HOME
WE COULDN’T SEE THE FOREST LIES WITHIN THE TREES
WHERE DID IT GO
////
PRODUCTION
Production Company - Versa Films x Midvessel
Director - Dylan Hryciuk
Producer - Paul Henon
CAST
Past Mother - Kathryn Wylde
Past Father - Ashar Usman
Present Father – Will Ramos Sr.
Teen Will - Jude Acosta
Young Will - Liam Ladi
Stoner Friend - Cooper Caruso
Classroom Extras:
Dylan Hall
Jase Eckert
Mickie Ye
Dwane Lee
CREW
Writers – Dylan Hryciuk & Will Ramos
Director of Photography - Jeremy Ratzlaff
1st AC - David Darlington
Steadicam - Douglas Lau
Gaffer - Nick Henon
Key Grip - David Luna
1st AD - Matthew Kalapuch
Production Designer - Nick Castagna
Art Assist - Dylan Brown
Location Supervisor - D’Netra Celeste
H/MU - Eloria Cook
PA - Trey Egert
PA - Oliver Pippin
PA - Roy Xu
EQ - Lightbulb Rentals
Editor - Dylan Hryciuk
Post-Sound – Brent Blazieko
VFX – Frank Hyland
Produced by
Josh Schroeder
#lornashore #deathcore
https://ifeeltheeverblackfesteringwithinme.com/
https://lornashoreband.com/
"This song has been a very long-time coming for me. In my teens, my father and I never had a great relationship. We’ve had countless fallouts and it got to the point where we hadn’t spoken to each other in many, many years. I’d written songs in my teens and early 20’s about him and my frustration but nothing really helped fill the hole I felt inside. There were just too many mixed emotions. As time went on, I came to realize that, despite my anger, all I ever really wanted was to go back to the home I grew up in. For that reason, I decided to knock on his door and try one more time to get in touch with him.
The day I saw my father (for the first time in who knows how long), I quickly realized something. He wasn't the same person I remembered. He’d aged, had wrinkles, and a full-head of white hair. The tree that I remembered growing up next to was gone. The house inside was the same as I remembered but… older… dustier; and it felt… strange. As time seems to fly by for me, it also does for my father. And in all my parting, I never stopped to think about how much time actually went by. I spent my youth being so prideful and stubborn. I never even considered that as I was aging, so was he. I’ve had countless chances to fix things but wasn’t brave enough to actually do it. And now, I will never be able to get that time back.
My house wasn’t the same, my father wasn’t the same. And sure enough, I wasn’t the same either.
I wanted to capture that feeling when I wrote this song. It was so incredibly bittersweet and took a lot of courage for me. On one hand, I am so happy that I was able to make amends, on the other, I was so upset that it took me as long as it did.
‘Glenwood Ave’ was the name of the street I grew up on. I remember my father always telling me, “I’m the tree, you’re the branch.” The references to the oak tree missing are symbolic for the relationship and time we lost together. To be honest, there are countless references in this song that only the people who knew me growing up would understand. As you can imagine, this song is one I hold very near and dear to me.
My only hope is that when people hear “Glenwood”, they can think about their own lives and the people they’ve pushed away and ask themselves, “is it really worth being upset for this long?” Time is constantly fleeting, just as we are as well. I believe all we really want is to go back to that special place – a place where nostalgia triumphs over trauma; a place that we can call home. - WILL RAMOS
LYRICS //
CAN WE GO BACK TO HOW IT USED TO BE
CAN WE GO BACK
IT’LL NEVER BE THE SAME FOR ME
WALKING THROUGH MEMORIES
THESE FADING PHOTOGRAPHS TELL STORIES OF ANOTHER TIME
FORGOTTEN ELEGIES
THESE TINSEL DREAMS PAVED THE MOMENTS THAT MADE UP MY LIFE
WHERE DO THEY GO?
WHAT DO WE SEEK?
AS WE GROW OLDER SO DO THE TREES
THIS AGING OAK NEVER FELT SO COLD
IT ROTS WITHIN LOOKING BACK ON WHAT COULD’VE BEEN
THE LEAVES BEGIN TO FALL ALL AROUND ME
TAKE ME HOME
THIS PAIN IS ALL I KNOW
I SEE YOUR FACE IN A BROKEN HOME
WE COULDN’T SEE THE FOREST LIES WITHIN THE TREES
WHERE DID IT GO
WE CAN’T GO BACK TO HOW IT USED TO BE
WE CAN’T GO BACK
IT’LL NEVER BE THE SAME FOR ME
CUZ THINGS ARE DIFFERENT NOW
IT’S NOT THE SAME
ALL THESE EMPTY ROOMS NOW ONLY BRING ME PAIN
AS IT ALL TURNS TO DUST, WE’RE SLOWLY TAKEN BY TIME
LET’S REWIND
WHERE DID IT GO?
WHEN DID IT LEAVE?
YOU CUT ME DOWN AND I RAN AWAY
YOU WERE THE TREE FROM WHICH I GREW
I WAS THE BRANCH YOU NEVER KNEW
TAKE ME HOME
THIS PAIN IS ALL I KNOW
I SEE YOUR FACE IN A BROKEN HOME
WE COULDN’T SEE THE FOREST LIES WITHIN THE TREES
WHERE DID IT GO
WHERE DID IT GO
ARE WE TOO FAR GONE
FROM WHERE WE BEGAN
ALL THE TIME WE LOST
THE YEARS WE SPENT
RUNNING AWAY - WE HIDE
I GUESS WE COULD SAY OUR PRIDE GOT IN THE WAY
WE’VE BEEN LOST IN THE WRONG MOMENT
TAKE ME HOME
THIS PAIN IS ALL I KNOW
I SEE YOUR FACE IN A BROKEN HOME
WE COULDN’T SEE THE FOREST LIES WITHIN THE TREES
WHERE DID IT GO
////
PRODUCTION
Production Company - Versa Films x Midvessel
Director - Dylan Hryciuk
Producer - Paul Henon
CAST
Past Mother - Kathryn Wylde
Past Father - Ashar Usman
Present Father – Will Ramos Sr.
Teen Will - Jude Acosta
Young Will - Liam Ladi
Stoner Friend - Cooper Caruso
Classroom Extras:
Dylan Hall
Jase Eckert
Mickie Ye
Dwane Lee
CREW
Writers – Dylan Hryciuk & Will Ramos
Director of Photography - Jeremy Ratzlaff
1st AC - David Darlington
Steadicam - Douglas Lau
Gaffer - Nick Henon
Key Grip - David Luna
1st AD - Matthew Kalapuch
Production Designer - Nick Castagna
Art Assist - Dylan Brown
Location Supervisor - D’Netra Celeste
H/MU - Eloria Cook
PA - Trey Egert
PA - Oliver Pippin
PA - Roy Xu
EQ - Lightbulb Rentals
Editor - Dylan Hryciuk
Post-Sound – Brent Blazieko
VFX – Frank Hyland
Produced by
Josh Schroeder
#lornashore #deathcore
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